[Now the waterworks begin. Kar turns the overdramatics up. He actually had no idea that Kar had an inkling how he would feel. But even still, point is missed.]
You guys would have been against me if you had heard my plan anyway...lookin' back on it I do think it was maybe a bit fuckin' rushed but still. I really was havin' no idea you'd actually have a' inklin' a' what it was like to be me. But still you're not gettin' it. You could be gettin' your quadrants all in order in a moments notice an' havin' things be all fine an' dandy but I've got none a' that. Can't be even keepin' my moirails. I mean Kar I'm nobility I'm supposed to be havin' all a' this stuff in order. Any idea how lonely I actually fuckin' am? I try hard, Kar. I really fuckin' do but everyone else is havin' the problems.
Kar, Kan's one of the people I feel worst about killin'. More so that I told her I'd be sparin' her. I mean even though she didn't fuckin' die I still did the act an' went back on my word. Always had pride in myself that I was a' the true an' honest sort.
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Date: 2011-09-05 03:40 am (UTC)You guys would have been against me if you had heard my plan anyway...lookin' back on it I do think it was maybe a bit fuckin' rushed but still. I really was havin' no idea you'd actually have a' inklin' a' what it was like to be me. But still you're not gettin' it. You could be gettin' your quadrants all in order in a moments notice an' havin' things be all fine an' dandy but I've got none a' that. Can't be even keepin' my moirails. I mean Kar I'm nobility I'm supposed to be havin' all a' this stuff in order. Any idea how lonely I actually fuckin' am? I try hard, Kar. I really fuckin' do but everyone else is havin' the problems.
Kar, Kan's one of the people I feel worst about killin'. More so that I told her I'd be sparin' her. I mean even though she didn't fuckin' die I still did the act an' went back on my word. Always had pride in myself that I was a' the true an' honest sort.