If you had died then they were either doin' it wrong or it was just plain platonic hatred. I'd never be wantin' to kill someone whom I was feelin' black for cause if I did it'd be just a waste a' the feelin's. Well, I'd want kill them but never be actin' on it cause that's the true essence of kismesistude. Can't really be harborin' those types a' feelin's for a dead person cause that's just plain fuckin' disgustin'.